Catbird Elegy

All morning, a catbird sang
from his various pulpits.
I was on my knees, weeding plants,
and it felt to me
as if it was me to whom he sang.
It’s a catbird trait.

Still, as anyone who knows catbirds knows,
it’s not really singing,
more a recitation
of quips and excerpts, quotations,
a few mews tossed in.

Then, that afternoon
I found a dead catbird in the alley,
neck clearly broken.
I assume it flew into a car.
Since I heard no singing,
I assumed it must be my bird.
I was truly stricken.

Then my cell phone rang:
my friend of sixty-two years
had just died that very day
in Wisconsin: one man, one bird,
one song.

How do such things happen?
And what allows us to notice
and make connections:
the morning song of this bird
became an elegy
for itself and also my friend,
and, so it seems,
was also an elegy for myself
and my death to come.

Birds, DeathSuzi Peel