Temperature Control
My mother, when she slept,
stuck one foot out
from underneath the blanket
and so controlled the temperature
lest she feel hot;
so then when chilled,
would draw the out foot in..
So, having learned, I keep
one foot outside of every camp,
not to be caught
completely out or in,
to carefully maintain a bit of freedom
among the whims.
I dress and look like others.
My thoughts are different,
still never quite enough to cause dismay.
And always maintain a bridge
that may be crossed,
comfortably, by those considered different.
Time, eventually, erodes all difference.
There is a trend
to blurring shades and lines,
signs, declarations, and borders.
What I see, instead,
is growing continuity and a graded line
that finally completes its own circle.
It may be time
will turn that thought to be a weakness
into strength:
evolution’s criteria of species that made the climb.
up the ladder first to acceptance
and then to prime
by judgements based on evidence,
not fear and lying;
where men sit side by side in silence,
just sit together,
whether inside or outside a camp.