Feeling

I am feeling the need to weep.
I don't know why;

is it happiness or am I sad,
both worn so deep
I no longer
can tell the difference?

Is it wisdom or is it madness?
Have reactions steeped
like tea
into a mix of mingled oneness?

The pairings are not really so different,
being deeply felt
in both
the body and spirit.

So why keep score,
if at issue is not the kind,
but the depth of core;
the point being not to balance,
but open more and more.